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Sunday, February 3, 2008

8:41 AM

PROSPEC(FAR EAST) PTE LTD'S ANNUAL DINNER AND DANCE!

the theme was RETRO(1960s).

backdrop.

family pic.

my bro and ednally did the opening dance. :)

played some games and all.

dancing. hahaha.

the cool people i used to work with. :D

lollipop.

i look so happy.

HOTT emcee. his name is wayne.

lastly,

:D

byebye.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Sunday, January 20, 2008

6:15 AM

alot of things happened these days. alot of sad things.

to a brave friend:
you've been so brave, we're all proud. pls know we'll all be here. kudos to you.

i've been thinking alot lately. the news came as a complete shock to me, to everyone. it made me realise how lucky i am to be having my family here with me, bestie, wonderful people around me. it's really ironic how we all need a tragedy to jolt us out if our dreamland.

we all choose to live in denial when thinking about this kind of situations. who knows, maybe we'll lose someone we treasure tmr. touch wood, but seriously who is to say it wont happen?

it made me realise how fragile life is. how cruel the big guy can be.

it got me thinking. if i were to be stricken with some form of disease now, i want my remaining days to be meaningful, do the million things i want to do.

i want to travel.
i want to spend hours at the beach just looking at the sky.
i want to spend time with my family.

most importantly,
i want to dance. i thought long abd hard, and surprisingly even to myself, the most important thing i want to do in life is dance. i thought this passion had faded long ago. but no.

i told yiwen and J that if a ever have an incurable disease, i would refuse any form of treatment. because i want to die pretty, and happy.

here is the conversation with J that melted my heart.

Miss Sherie     says:
if i ever get some terminal disease or anything tt cannot be cured like cancer

Miss Sherie     says:
dont force me to seek treatment

Miss Sherie     says:
i wanto die pretty.

Miss Sherie     says:
ok
JS says:
but

JS says:
wad if their is a chance u can get well?

Miss Sherie     says:
chance only leh.

Miss Sherie     says:
wad if after all those treatments dont work

JS says:
i will leave it up to u to decide okay

JS says:
i jus wan u to be happy

Miss Sherie     says:
okay

Miss Sherie     says:
(:

JS says:
n i really dun wish to think about it

Miss Sherie     says:
touch wood.

JS says:
cos i love u too much

here's the conversation i had with yiwen, almost made me cry:

Miss Sherie     says:
actually.

Miss Sherie     says:
last moments..

Miss Sherie     says:
i want to dance.

yiwen says:
(:

yiwen says:
that's nice..

yiwen says:
jj and i can take turns right

Miss Sherie     says:
to do wad?

yiwen says:
dance la.

yiwen says:
tho i duno

Miss Sherie     says:
hahaha
Miss Sherie     says:
with me?

yiwen says:
but tv show just sway can alr

yiwen says:
ya

seriously, we all need to cherish our loved ones, else it becomes a regret.

I LOVE YOU DADDY,MUMMY,DIDI,J,AUNTY SATI,MAX,YIWEN,JASMINE,EDNALLY,FRIEDS,NATIONS,CONCERN CLUB,1A02,EXTENDED FAMILY.

sorry for the emo post. just needed to get this off my chest.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Thursday, January 3, 2008

11:35 PM

hellooooo. i know i have a dead blog. but i have to share this with you all.

on new year's eve we went to aunty sharen's house right, and jovyn and nat stayed over so they went with us as well. so we ended around 1 plus, and my grandma was at the temple in bishan so we decided to go and pick her and then send her home. it was already very late at night and i didn't know why she had to be in the temple so i asked around. okay, but first i have to tell you all who's in the car. my dad, mum,me,nat and jovyn.

ME: eh why so late mama(my grandma. we call her that) stil in the temple huh?

MUM: dunno.

JOVYN: dunno.

NAT(my cousin): AIYA SHE GO COUNTDOWN WHAT!

EVERYBODY: HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA.

funny right. i think there was this monk from overseas who came to singapore and she went to listen to the session.

okay i am happy because this week has ben a hectic week: one presentation, 2 essays.

BUT IT'S OVER NOWWWWWWWW.

god bless me.

oh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIEEEEEEE!

byebye.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

8:29 AM

HELLO! SORRY PLEASE DON'T HATE ME. :((((

i'm updating my blog nowwwwww ok.

shall start with last sunday(21.10.07)
had performance at central(clarke quay) doing hiphop cos of some dance festival thing. so saturday we did our first show, cos ch8 wanted to do some filming and all that, so yeah. then sunday was our second show.

thank you ednally and aunty vinnie for coming on BOTH days to watch us perform.

thanks yo for your msg. it goes to show how much you care for me, and i reaaaally appreciate it. :)

thank you yiwen for your msg. really made me feel better. :)

and thank you B for coming all the way just to give me your support. :) i felt so much better seeing you. even while i was performing i was looking up(he was on the 2nd floor) and smiling at him.

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starting of performance.

sorry no pics in between. :/

after performance aunty vinnie brought the 4 of us to pasta de waraku for dinner! super yummy okay.

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we celebrated ednally's birthday early! cos everyone will be going to school on her birthday and all, so celebrate early!

:D

we saw this manager guy giving a little girl this magic flower thing. so we asked if we could have it too. :D

look at how happy i am. b looks cute.

disturbing him. :D

disturb me back. kiap my nose.

the smiley is made of chilli sauce and and something else that i forgot.

23.10.2007
EDNALLY'S REAL BIRTHDAY.

pon-ed lecture to go to studio. cut my hair as well.

yummy cake.

ednally. :)

poor b is sick. went to visit him. looked after him while his parents are out. i know. i am a good girlfriend. he was so so so so sick you know. his parents drove us to the clinic. he was feeling much better at night.
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i think.

SCHOOL IS FUN! my favourite lecturers are wai fun and ms chong.

today in ms chong's class we did some recording. had to record our voices. and tried some breathing activities as well.

in wai fun's class we played games and sang hi5 songs!

"hide your eyes and count to 10,
ready or not!
i'm gonna find you again, and again, and again, and again!"

i think wai fun makes an effort to make her tutorials as fun as possible for us, and in each activity that we do there is a purpose. yay wai fun! :D i'm looking forward to wednesdays!

time spent with A02 had been fun. i think our class rocks. :D

bottom line: i think i have such great friends. so nyah! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. learnt it from speech training.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

5:02 AM

SCHOOL IS STARTING. quite excited about it. :)

i'm gg swimming with b tmr at safra. yay.

kl trip.

i bought a pair of birkenstocks. bought a shirt for b. sorry bffs. couldnt find anything for you. unless you want this fashion type of clothes. :/

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

7:42 AM

now there is a high possibility that i wont be able to spend my best friend's birthday with her.

i hope everybody's happy.

may you all die.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

5:48 AM

i'm appalled.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl