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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

8:00 AM

27.6.2007

wow i am so happy that i handed up both assignments! i am superrr tired. been sleeping late these past few nights. i almost dozed off during PPCM and CD. trying my ultimate best to keep awake. ha.

went to the boyfriend's house after school. his mum cooked dinner. thank you aunty! =) very nice.

his parents sent me home around 9 plus. yah that's my day.

OH! the boyfriend bought me ben&jerry's ice cream in the morning! that was my breakfast. thank you.

anyway i was being boliao trying out all the quizzes on blogthings.com and i found one that is related to child development!

You Are the Super Ego

While some people may think first and act later... you often don't act at all.You rather be safe than sorry, and you take ethics pretty seriously.Like everyone, you have some pretty crazy desires. But unlike everyone, you restrain yourself.You have high standards for your own behavior. And you happily exceed them.

http://www.blogthings.com/areyouidegoorsuperegoquiz/">Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

You Are Straight

There's not much queer about you.So let's just say you're straight... but not narrow.

What's" Your Sexual Orientation?

HAHAHAHA. no i am gay.

What Sherie Means

S is for Slippery
H is for Hot
E is for Elegant
R is for Radiant
I is for Important
E is for Emotional

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyournamemeanquiz/">What Does Your Name Mean?

my goodnesssss. what the heck does slippery mean?

You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective
You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses.
And the key is, you only give kisses to someone incredibly special
Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

What's" Your Kissing Style?

SEE THIS, BOYFRIEND?

byebye.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

10:23 PM

26.6.2007

hello all.

yesterday:
ITA lecture was okay, cos it was only 45 minutes and i wasn't paying attention to teacher at all. adeline, ah yi and i were like talking and doing nothing. and the boyfriend?

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SLEEPING! my goodnessssss. secondary school like that, poly also like that. tsk tsk tsk. alvina and jiaen should be quite familiar with this picture. haha! i guess he was tired lah. slept so late the night before.

so yeah. volleyball was fun! i didnt expect this. HOWEVER, i sprained my left pinky again. SECOND time i sprained it during volleyball. damn painful. YAH LAH I CRIED LAH.

tsk.

we had game play and i managed to SERVE the ball DAMN NICELY.i was like so shocked lah. i couldnt even serve over the net during practice. i guess i work well under stress, cos everyone's eyes were on me, so i managed to serve the ball so freakin nicely. i was like "YEAHHHHH!!!"

then teacher say 'OUT!' walau i was like HUH. no what! my team members also said no. but the opponent team said yes. wth. my face -> -.-

FIRST TIME i ever served a bloody ball so nicely, you come and tell me its out.

fine. oh! the boyfriend ah. i tell you. his VOLLEYBALL DAMN GOOD. he kept scoring points for his team cos his service was so good. he served 6 times. all 6 times the opponent caouldnt hit back. good ah! star player. =D by the way. we had to choose our teammates for the telematch. and myself, the boyfriend, ah yi, nat, kamariah, shawn and weihao were a team. nat is damn good man. we called ourselves the STAR PLAYERS. haha! i came up with that name. good ah. =)we practised a bit then went home.

today:
attachment was okay. didn't do anything much. but! i completed my running record for child development! HAHAHAHAHA. for i am so pro.

went for functional english class. i think i enjoy miss chong's class the most. she's very nice and funny. and we can joke with her. today's topic is about singlish, when to use and when not to use. so yah. aunty MINGXIAN is super funny. we were saying that we cannot use standard english all the time at every place we go to. aunty mingxian said something like, " if we go to the hawker centre and tell the aunty, ' May i please have a plate of fried thick noodles?' the aunty will still turn her head to the cook and say, 'CHAR KUAY TEOW ONE!' " i was like, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. couldnt stop laughing. we call mingxian aunty because yolanda said she was aunty-like and everyone agreed with her.

i'm so excited that there's english homework. i'm not rolling my eyes this time. i really love english lessons. we are doing comprehension for the next 2 weeks. as long as there's no summary i'm fine with anything. miss chong's lessons always seem to pass so quickly. :/

stayed back to do PPCM project work with group members. met ah bia, cheng chiap and brudder for dinner. cc was doing his magic tricks. ( there's a card on top of the one he's holding! but he denied everything. ACE OF SPADES ah. ) ha. after that the boyfriend and i went to print our assignments at the photoshop near his house. went home.

I HAVE FINISHED ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS! so pro. the poor boyfriend is redoing his field prac reflection assignment. i am waiting for him to finish doing. and eating salami.

i have ITA test one microsoft ACCESS next monday. die man. sure fail. like what yo said, " that's the most disgusting one lah! "( of all the microsoft stuff-excel, blah blah blah )

i'm going to the boyfriend's house on thursday so he can teach me.

byebye. goodnight.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Monday, June 25, 2007

11:05 PM

hello i am damn tired. post pictures tmr. i just completed my assignments. i am so pro.

goodnight.

p/s i miss the FRIEDS.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Sunday, June 24, 2007

12:45 PM

25.6.2007

in school now. having break. the boyfriend is beside me playing dota.

everyone's just slacking.

i have to tell you all something stupid i did last night. you know the bulletin board on friendster right. wey keen posted this bulletin about some 3 year old died having sex thing. so i was like omg, so poor thing. and proceeded to click on the dumb bulletin. i read the first paragraph about this boy who died for no reason. a little girl killed him or something like that. freaked me out totally.

was talking to the boyfriend on the phone last night and i was telling him about how scared i was and all that. he kept telling me bulletins are all bullshit and stuff like that. then i kept thinking about how a three year old ghost is coming to kill me. didnt fall asleep until 12 plus. had to sleep cos there's school today.

i know every single one of you is going to laugh at me and call me a bimbo. but i was seriously scared okay. i made the boyfriend log in to my account on friendster and repost the bulletin. i think he cannot stand me. he said, " next time you better don't go and see the bulletins already lah. TSK." i almost cried. but he reposted it for me anyway.

i had a sleepless night. NOT due to the 3 year old ghost.

this morning on the bus on the way to school, the boyfriend said something that made me think back and reflect on how dumb i was to have believed the damn bulletin. i had been talking to him on the phone for quite awhile last night. and the bulletin said to repost by the next 15 minutes. 15 minutes was clearly over. he said " then i help you repost also no use. "

i was like, " YA HOR! "

then at school he told everyone about the bulletin board. everybody laughed at me. =( i can't help it if i'm dan1 chun2 right. okok. not very smart. i can't help it if i'm not very smart right.

ITA was alright. i wasn't listening to teacher. as usual. super boring. i can't express my hatred for ITA. "hate" isn't even a strong enough word.

have another hour of ITA. lecture. then i have volleyball. WHEE. can't wait. yes i am rolling my eyes as i am typing this.

my legs are so tired. due to hiphop. my goodnesss. i hate mondays.

people kindly do not tell me i am a bimbo ok. only jasmine and yiwen can. cos they have been telling me this for many years. others who do not know me well, don't judge. if i were i bimbo i would not have come up with the SHERford dictionary. ( Oxford - > SHERford. GEDDIT? )

maybe i'll post again tonight. need to finish my assignments.

super random photo:

YES! the boyfriend READS! a book that is not about harry potter! eons ago. when he still has red hair. but he gave up at page 32. still, it is an achievement! but he has not touched any book since.

ahh i feel so stupid thinking back to last night.

can't stand myself.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

6:55 AM

24.6.2007

today was a damn tiring day. wanted to go out with the boyfriend. met him at khatib mrt station at 2. we stood on the platform waiting for the mrt to arrive, then i realised i wasn't feeling well. i told him and he persuaded me to go home. i made him come with me. =D

went to buy dessert. i had cheng tng. my only meal up to that point of time. i didn't even finish it lah. didn't feel like eating anything then. hung around till about 4. went to bishan. my parents sent my brother and i to hiphop class.

hiphop was fun, but damn TIRING. i perspired like some siaokia man. never perspire so much during volleyball also. sian sian sian. talking about volleyball. i have vball tomorrowww! oh my goodness. die lah. i'm sick. coach sure won't believe me. she think's i'm lying everytime i tell her i'm not feeling well. wth. i shall go ahead with vball activities tomorrow, despite my flu. if i die it's on HER head. okay, i'm supposed to talk about hiphop. my teacher is daphne. one of the members from SOUL FUSION. the group that participated in the DANCE FLOOR. she's nice.

i like the routine she choreographed for us. but very difficult lah. nvm! i can do it!

went for dinner at the KOPITIAM. high class food court. lol. had some bbq chicken set or something. they were QUITE GENEROUS with the food. lol. nick came! but he didn't join the class. his impersonation of the america's next top model contestants were damn hilarious man. didn't manage to take pictures. next time ok.

so we walked around CENTRAL. nth much. decided to go home.

at the mrt station.

idiot nick dowan to take picture with me.

rather take of himself. he took shitloads of pictures with MY phone.

me! look at my tired face. but still pretty.

took mrt. nick went to yishun with me. went to cold storage to buy bread and ham. making breakfast for the boyfriend tomorrow. i've never made breakfast before. he must feel so honoured.

we wanted to do our own version of the gatsby commercial, but no time. next time ok.

tomorrow got FOUR bloody hours of ITA. dammit. its superrrrrr boring ok. then there's volleyball. no hi! club somemore. tsk. damn.

ahh. the boyfriend is watching initial d on tv and NOT calling me. mum is asking me to sleep. i'm tired after hiphop.

byebye people.

whee. i cannot wait for volleyball. i am rolling my eyes as i type this.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Saturday, June 23, 2007

11:30 PM

23.6.2007

went out with XJJ today. its my super cool nickname for the boyfriend. if you ask him for his permission, i'll let you know what XJJ stands for. MUAHAHAHAHA. sorry babe, i just looooove to disturb you. =D

anyway, we went to AMK HUB. yeah. went to pepper lunch to eat. had salad for lunch. then we went to walk around. seriously lah babe, that place got nothing to shop. walked around for so long also didn't buy anything.

i tell you what is the meaning of feeling irritated. it is when you have nothing to buy even though you have the money to spend. i cannot take it man. the previous times i went out i had money to spend, but i just could not find anything to buy or waste my money on. argh. then when i dont have the money, i see something that i want. wth. maybe i'm not fated to shop. haha. yeah,right. if i'm not fated to shop, nobody is too.

we decided to take a bus to causeway point, but halfway my poor baby was so tired, i decided to spare him from shopping with me, cos i'm tired too. haha. i'm not all that good after all. why do YOU care anyway. its my business. so anyway. the bus would pass by his house, so we got off at the bus stop opposite his house. went to his house. kept drifting in and out of sleep. ah what the heck. i'm not fated to sleep also isit. shit. the damn flu is not making me feel better either. i feel groggy the whole time. like i wanted to sleep but can't? the second meaning to " feeling irritated", by the SHERford dictionary. totally written by me, Sherie the Great. HAHA.

yeah i had dinner at his house. i think his mum doesn't feel well either. her voice sounds funny. :/ i'm shall buy her liang3 teh2! hope she feels better. :/coming to think of it Aunty ( his mum ), treats me very well. =) i really like her. his dad too. just that i see his mum more than i see his dad cos his dad is working.

had pizza at his house. didnt eat much cos i couldn't taste a single shit. the damn flu. third meaning to " feeling irritated ". wasn't hungry too. then again, advantage of the flu: no appetite. advantage of no appetite: can diet. another advantage to having the flu is that i can bully the boyfriend! DAMMIT i'm so contradicting. i think the medicine is making me high. the boyfriend says i seh2 already.

yeah maybe. WHEEEEEE~! i feel very floaty. dammit i only ate 2 panadol cold relief pills man.

okay. HIPHOP LESSON TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! totally can't wait. hope i remember my steps. can see my cousin and 3-month-older-than-me-uncle once a week and have dinner with them. yayness. if nick comes then it is cousinS. i hope nick comes. JOVYN LOW, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, DON'T LAUGH AT ME DURING HIPHOP LAHH. VERY DISTRACTING CAN.

maybe i'll go out with the boyfriend tomorrow. i NEED to spend moneyyyyyy! i'm going crazyyyy!!!!!

school's starting. totally not looking forward to mondays. ITA and volleyball. omg can. fourth meaning to " feeling irritated ". the only consolation on mondays is that there is HI! Club. i love HI! Club lah. rocks like siao too! not as much as me.

random note: i miss the FRIEDS. i wonder how are they doing. hope they come for the ytss carnival!

i apologise for the mushy entry. the previous one. its not for you all to read anyway. too bad if you feel uncomfortable. its YOUR problem, not mine.

okay i'm gg to sleep. else the boyfriend is going to naggg. again. =) yes i know babe. i'm going to sleep now.

goodnight people.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Thursday, June 21, 2007

8:45 AM

hi babe, this post's for you. =) i'm gonna let the whole world know what a wonderful person you are. people, this post is going to get abit mushy, so, close the page if you cant stand mushy stuff.

i just have this strong urge to say thank you, for being there for me all the time, from the time we were friends, all the way till now.

when we were friends, he had his problems, and i had mine. but he was always there to listen, to talk to me and make sure i felt better after out conversation. i knew he was this good to everyone who came to himfor help, but, yeah.

i'll never forget that night at the drive-thru mac, when i just arrived from the hospital, i was feeling very lousy, and having a headache at the same time, the 2 of them went out to buy stuff. they came back and HE gave me the panadol. i was so happy, i thought it was from HIM. you didnt say anything. i only found out from him much later, when we got together, that HE bought the panadol, but he made HIM give it to me cos he knew how much better i would feel. i realised then the person who truly cared for me was him.

i'll never forget the 3am conversations we had on msn. he were trying to " counsel " me. i was listening to his problems too. i guess that's how we bonded. =)

i know i'm overbearing at times, and i always throw temper tantrums at you, but you always gave in to me. =)

anyway yah. 我爱你.

too bad if you dont know who the he is. that's your problem, not mine. anyway this post is revolving around ANG JIAJUN, so just focus on him okay.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

6:27 AM

hello humans.

i went to jasmine's school yesterday to crash her class! haha! some of her classmates are awesome can. i joined their group in their discussion and i tell you, RP' s lessons are fun. its's not like we go there,listen to teacher talk, then go home. they get to do the talking. how cool is that?
anyway her groupmates are very nice and damn funny. k i shall not go on rambling about how awesome it was.

went to eat mos, then met up with the my council mates. i cannot tell you how happy i was to see them again. they haven't changed much, just that maung is obsessed with spiking his hair now. HAHA! can't stop laughing.

i missed the council. we went back and there were so many new faces! good to know the sec ones are enthusiastic about the student council. haha! yeah basically we were just hanging out.

oh oh! the sec 4s are called seniors, my batch is now the 老 SENIORS. walau like damn old sial. then next year wad? 老老seniors isit?

lol.

we stayed till nearly eleven then left. cos we were chased out. ha. nice.

anyway i enjoyed myself today. really. =)

oh thanks baby for doing the ITA project alone. i feel so bad. =(

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

12:04 PM

hello

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl