Sunday, September 30, 2007

7:29 PM

i slept at 2AM this morning. 2 f.ing AM.

some asshole called me at 9 plus, when i was still sleeping. kept asking me what was i doing, am i free today and all the fcuk. i asked him who was he, he said something about the internet. i thought he was the singtel internet guy who called to ask about the broadband, cos i called a few weeks ago asking about the internet.

i was woken up by the damn call, so my voice was all funny and stuff. the conversation went like this:

sher: hello.

ass: hello may i speak to sherie?

sher: yah.

ass: what you doing? just wake up huh?

sher: who is this.

ass: roy, ah roy.

sher: why are you calling me?

ass: internet.

sher: can i help you.

ass: you sleeping ah? (NOW COME TO THINK OF IT YOU DONT ANSWER MY QNS. HAVE YOU GONE TO SCHOOL?)

sher: YAH WHY.

ass: you free today?

sher: WHAT TIME.(thought he wanted to send ppl over to do the internet.I WAS STILL DROWSY AT TT TIME, DIDN'T THINK SO MUCH OK.)

ass: afternoon?

sher: NO.

ass: what time?

sher: AT NIGHT.

ass: you wanto come my house? pasir ris. or i go your house also can. 710 you know where?

sher: WHO IS THIS.

ass: roy.

sher: I DONT KNOW YOU.

and i put the phone down.

stupid asshole. woke me up from my sleep for this shit. i HATE it when people wakes me up from my deep sleep. if anyone nudge me to wake up i will turn violent. like kick the person or something. no matter who. cos my eyes will be closed what! so i dont know who am i kicking.

the worst thing is he knows my name! wtf. if any of my friends give other people my number i swear to kill you. cant be me cos i dont give my number to anyone i dont know.

by the way he sounds like a malay.

argh i am so angry! i couldnt go back to sleep! i hope he falls down and breaks some bones or something.

i called b awhile later, after i realised i couldnt go back to sleep.

ASSHOLE, MY BOYFRIEND IS AN AH BENG OK. GO AND DIE. CATCH FLIES OR SOMETHING. CRUCIO!

maybe i will use the imperious curse on him, then make him bang his head against the wall many many times. haha! IMPERIO!

or.. SECTUMSEMPRA! haha. asshole doesn't have snape to heal him, because snape created this spell, and snape is DEAD! TOO BAD LOSER. may you lose too much blood and die. THAT'S RIGHT! I AM A WITCH!

oh speaking of harry potter stuff, my patronus will be in the form of max! because he is so cute and is the bestest. yiwen said "later you ask him fight dementors for you then he go and play with them how?" -.- he is a cutesy. dementors will be afraid of his cutesyness ok. yiwen's will be a meerkat.

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it is not cute lor! max is sooooo much cuter.

if you need to see how cutesy max is,

if any of you thinks he is not cute, i will use the imperious curse on you and make YOU bang your head against the wall.

thats all for now. bye.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Friday, September 28, 2007

3:43 AM

i'm spending my friday night alone.

but it's okay.

at least i have someone who will always be here with me, who loves me wholeheartedly,unconditionally.

at least i have max.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Sunday, September 23, 2007

9:46 PM

hey. sherie here.

we're sorry for venting our anger at you, and you constantly being our punching bag. we realy are sorry.

thank you for being there when i cried, when i needed someone to talk to. i love you EQUALLY as much as yiwen. really. i didn't know you felt this way. i swear. we would NEVER leave you out of anything if we had the choice. you dont have to doubt your position in mine and yiwen's heart because you'll always be important to us. ALWAYS. remember you once told a certain someone, that our friendship would last longer than the person had ever imagined? our friendship definitely will.

remember i said in my previous post that i could survive with only you and yiwen? i meant it. because at a certain point of time you 2 were the only people i've got, and you didnt give up on me even when i gave up on myself. YOU, made me face up to reality, the harsh way, because you knew that was what i had to do.

we really do love you, really.

and once again, we're sorry.

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hi. yiwen here.

we're really sorry for quarreling and venting out our anger at you when nothing was ever your fault and what you were ever trying to do was to keep us from fighting and staying together.

i want you to know that i love you, as much as i love sherie and aidah. you three are all i've got. i love each and everyone of you just as much. you know, i dont even spend as much time as aidah as much as i spend with you and sherie ever since we've graduated from ytss.

you really mean alot to us. it worries us when you have problems, be it health or relationships. especially when we know you go drinking sometimes to vent out your frustration (or even when it's for leisure). we're worried that you'll get drunk even though you keep telling us you won't and that you know how to control. but, worry still lies within us.

i didn't know you feel that way but we will never ever leave you out. even when you make up and love each other, we will love you too. because you were the one who helped us to make up. we know you care, and it's about time that we let you know that we care about you too. and that we really really love, treasure and cherish you from the bottom of our hearts.

and we will definitely prove that someone that our friendship will last as long as we're alive.

we're really sorry that this has to happen but we hope that it will only bring us closer than before.

p.s: we love you.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

7:44 PM

hello all!

went swimming or rather suntanning with jasmine and yiwen today.:)

after swimming at safra.

and.. i finally got my kindergarten teacher, teacher meimei's number! i lost her number a few years ago and i finally got it from my kindergarten friend. good to know she is fine, and just had her 4th baby! :)

teacher mei mei and i. my birthday party at king albert's park mcdonald when i was 6.

:D

and i've recently been in contact with my kindergarten classmates! so happy.

okay end here.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Saturday, September 22, 2007

9:02 AM

i thought today will be celebrating ah biah's bday by going out, but we didn't. i'm so sorry edna for not making it to the amazing race thing. i hope you had fun.

and not forgetting..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY VINNIE!
may you be forever pretty, cute and happy! :D

you know, i think aunty vinnie rocks. she is an adult who is super easy to talk to, and she always brings bro, b and i out. not forgetting edna. the best thing about her is she is always smiling and talking to us about stuff we talk about. like there is no 'i am an adult and you are a teenager, so you must listen to me' kind of thing between us. she is super easy to talk to. unlike the other adults, i feel very comfortable when i'm with her. and i can talk to her about ANYTHING. thank you aunty vinnie for taking such good care of us! how old are you? like.....25? :) stay young okay!

okay. next up. something unpleasant happened this afternoon. but everything's fine now. :D sorry b. but anyway the girls and i met up in the evening to go out. we went to cine, then went to heeren. shopping. had pasta for dinner at cine.

okay pictures!

taken for the singtel roadshow outside heeren. i got a flower. but i threw it away.

i think this pic is quite funny. :D

and twist-ed again. yiwen never open eyes.

us. yiwen never open eyes again.

four of us. YIWEN OPEN YOUR EYES LAH!

okay now got open eyes.

now too. :D

look. at. my. spastic. face. HAHA!

this pic nicer.

fangxin and jasmine took their picture, then i just had to be an extra. too bad can't see my eyes.

the 2 girls who rock my life.

yiwen. :D

i am the photographer! i told her how to stand and look emo. hahahaha!

act emo.

on the train back we kept laughing and laughing! thanks to jasmine. i'm so glad to see her smile. :D i think fangxin is v cute. first time i see her talk so much. oh! i hope you're feeling better! about your stomach thing. :)

it's past 12 midnight.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BIAH!

p.s. aunty vinnie is ednally's mummy.

p.p.s. i miss my daddy and mummy. they are in bangkok now.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

12:54 AM

just a simple dinner. ONE dinner. is it that difficult?

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Thursday, September 20, 2007

10:34 PM

friends.

now thinking back to my primary school days i didn't have many friends. not because my classmates didn't want to talk to me, its more of me not seeing the point in making so many friends, or rather talking to people i don't know. i just DON'T see the point. even until now i won't go up to someone and start a conversation. i don't know why. i can guarantee 99% of my friends came up and talked to me first. i don't know why am i like this. tsk.

in secondary school as well. i may have aquaintances, but only a handful of friends that i talk to. i just don't see the point in making so many friends. for me, just having a few close friends you can share your thoughts and feelings with is better than having the world's population as your friends but not one close one whom you really trust. am i not right? i just need yiwen and jasmine. seriously if you were to ask me. i still will enjoy my secondary school life. i dont know why, but i am like that. i feel that if you have many friends, and they go "omg i miss you." , "meet up soon" blah blah blah all that crap thats super fake. because they cannot ALL miss you. period. unless you saved them all from mortal peril that they have no choice but to say all this crap to you.

i remember in sec 1. on the first day of school. yiwen came up to me and talked to me. she irritated the hell out of me. :D and jasmine. we met in council, sec 2. doing duty together. :)

the frieds were godsent, and i never regretted knowing them. :)i'm not neglecting their friendship, and i DO cherish each and every one of them. but i'm just saying even if i only had yiwen and jasmine as friends i will still do fine. so please do not think i do not treasure the frieds.

also b and gang. even if you were to count brothers and the frieds in my number of friends whom i actually talk to is very minimal, compared to the rest who seem to know every single person who walks past them in school.

i dont need to be popular. i dont need so many friends. just a couple i can trust. i told b this. and he said cannot like that. people need friends. i don't need that many to show i'm popular. i can be popular among yiwen and jasmine. and not forgetting the brothers of course.

in poly its the same. i really thank god for b. i talk to him in school during the first few days. and ah yi. i think my poly friends talk to b more than they talk to me. i just have no topics to talk to them about.

i think i'm weird. but its not my fault. will try to change.

sorry to my 3 or less readers. super random post. just got me thinking.

i am rewatching meteor garden1 (liu xing hua yuan) because the last time i watched it was 3 years ago. i cannot stand how shan cai is playing hard to get. if it was me i will stick myself to dao ming si - literally. by using superglue or something. he is so hott and rich can. (i think you are too b. (:)

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

8:49 AM

i lost. again.

sherie - 0
them - 1,754,389,763

you didn't call back.

if i was invisible..wait, i already am.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

5:48 AM

you have to accept the outcome no matter what it is.
i don't wish to bother anymore.
i will still be here when you need me.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Monday, September 17, 2007

11:09 PM

i don't even want to BOTHER to break your legs. wasting my energy thanks.

ANYWAY FENGGGGGGG~! MEET UP MEET UP MEET UP MEET UP!
I MISS YOU. :((((

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl

Sunday, September 16, 2007

11:21 PM

chalet was fun. :)
i'm so surprised at how gentlemanly the boys can be, despite them being un-gentlemanly at times. thanks guys for bbq-ing the food and serving them to the girls. its another side of you guys we would love to see more.

and not-cute-louis, your maggi mee is really very very very yummy.

thanks ednally for coming and thank you aunty vinnie for the drinks and the yummy soup.:)

thanks to my girls jasmine and yiwen and ednally for being there for me when i needed people to talk to. :D

thanks b for patting me to sleep for over an hour and sacrificing your own sleep. :)

thanks brudder for taking such good care of me. :)

after the chalet i realised that i have an amazing bunch of friends. :D

p.s. if you ever dare bully her i swear to break your legs. :)

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15.9.2007 - DADDY'S BIRTHDAY PARTAY!!!!!

not much blogging, just a shitload of photos. :)

practising for performance.

then we started to fool around.

dad and us.

4 of us.

decor.

scary.

b and i. LOOK AT WHAT HE IS WEARING. :D

we went to the arcade downstairs.

...

......

TSK!

4 of us.

ednally.

after all i've been through, i realise you're the one who loves me the most, who accepts me for who i am and not wanting me to change a single bit, who makes sure i don't get hurt, who always gives in to me when i was unreasonable, who is willing to sit for over an hour to pat me to sleep at 7am in the morning when you havent slept the whole night.

i love you b.

&icouldbeyourfavouritegirl